Shady Mc-Shaderson.

Maybe it's my paranoid hormones, but I get the sinking feeling of "shadiness" going on.
I'm in no way shape or form a fan of that feeling. It breeds distrust.

It could be that I'm just overly worried, or it could be a gut feeling- that's the scary part.
The gut feeling one, ya know- the one that usually leads to me finding things I don't like.
So here I am, feeling like a psychopath, reading into every word...hoping that it's nothing and that I'm just imagining things.

Like the deleting texts from certain people, the late night facebook searches of females, craigslist and such.
Lord help me calm this sinking feeling, before I drown in it.