Oui.

It's been a few days since I last posted anything-
Not much is really happening, just lots of sleep and head aches lately.
I'm looking forward to Mr M coming home soon.... I hate being apart, especially now.
But I'll live =)
Tomorrow should be pretty chill- gonna have a friend burn another disk of FMA brotherhood, and spend the day cleaning house. At least that's the plan so far.
Wish me luck!

fml................*-ish

Today was amazing- wonderfully helpful things happened and I spoke to my husband not once, but twice.
& yet here I am at nearly 2 am, my tummy keeps turning and I am beyond uncomfortable.
My stomach is all bloated and hurty, and I can't sleep to save my life.
This suuuuuuuccccckkkkksssss.
Gosh I wish Mr M was home, cuddles always make me feel better.
Only two weeks to go.

Word travels fast..

So much for secrets!
Who knew military men gossiped like little old french women?
Haha. Oh bon! C'est la vie!

Call me Sadie..

I love that when I say "just call me Sadie" no one (& I mean NO ONE) gets it- aside from my step-mother. And she knew right away what I was talking about. Effin A, hahaha.

Thought I was well over due for a new post. Mr M is gone to Pope AFB to assist with the Haiti relief efforts of the US. I'm very proud, and also happy he gets some time away from the great rainy state of WA. On the flip side I want him home. Home isn't the same without him here, but it all part of the MW life, Yay!!

Tomorrow is paperwork and a day of shopping with my mother. Then the boys might come over to keep me company, if I'm not too tired.
Wednesday is Hayden-bugs 3rd birthday party on base, bowling and transformers cake- I'm so down!!
Then??? I plan to spend time with a good friend (Kevin) while he's here- maybe go chill with the whole crew.
I've been more active the last few days, the "sleepiness" isn't so bad, so I'm going to take advantage of my wakefulness to the fullest.

So tonight will be me nom'n on bread sticks and playing on the Internet until I get sleepy enough to get myself to bed.

I'm so looking forward to hearing M's voice tomorrow, it's the highlight of my days when he's gone.

Last stand?

I am quite amused at the moment with Mr M, as he seems to have decided to make a stand on passwords this morning.

Quite adorable- seeing as I liken it to being 13 and putting a "no girls allowed" sign on the door to his room.
Cute indeed. Hahaha.

I would have preferred him to at least make a fuss about it letting me know his frustration over "???", well your guess would be as good as mine at the moment. Maybe thoughts of clinging to "his" things?
There are very few objects (if any) that I require to stay as "mine". My underwear, my purse, and my shoes are the only things that come to mind.
All things I would however share with the right person- say my sister (but not Mr M of course).

So here the comedy ensues, as I type away on my unusually loud keyboard in the room next to where Mr M sleeps- I feel it only fitting that he has to not only listen to the typing, but now we have to heat this room as well so I may spend time in here updating my blog.
I can't wait to now get my sound drivers updated- a act that Mr M will surely lament once I start accompanying my typing with music.

=)

Informal and perfect.

I'm so excited and relived for Saturday, it's our 8 month official anniversary.
I feel the sudden urge to listen to the "My Fair Lady" soundtrack. Hahah.
Something tells me I'm going to remember that day for the rest of my life.
<3

many, many thoughts.

Today is unexpected in a most sad and reflective manner.
While I have been waiting to share our news with T, I received a call this morning letting me know he would have to cancel our lunch date.
He had just learned his mother had passed away this morning. I asked if he was OK- he told me he didn't know yet.
My heart breaks in moments like these. No condolences can make this better, no well wishes or words of love (however comforting) can bring back a loved one.
I am at a loss of words for him.

Rare is the occasion that I cannot find the right thing to say to T, having been my most loyal and my very best friend for years- we always seem to make any situation better. But today is not one of those days.
So here I sit and ponder, waiting by my phone in case he needs anything, hoping and praying he will make it through this painful time.

My own mother often jokes of living life & about how she wishes to die young, so that old age will not be able to cripple her or leave her alone.
I have always hated those talks, as much as she jokes- I need her to live long.
I think every child wishes their parents would live forever. None of us want to have to say goodbye to someone who has shaped us and crafted the people we are.
Especially in a time I feel closer to my mother than ever before, T losing his mother brings back the reality that life is frail.
Hope and wish all we want, when our loved ones die is not up to us. So all we can do is make the best of the time we have, and live with as much love as we can muster.

Like, it'd be freakin sweet if nobody hit me...

So exhausted, all the time. Yucky no fun exhausted- but I hear it will get better soon.
I'm elated by our unexpected blessings this year- my heart feels a little overwhelmed at times, but I couldn't be happier.
Mr M has been so wonderful and patient with me and my wide variety of "ailments". Through and through he always pushes to make me smile, laugh or just give me some relief. That alone is amazing and I adore him for it.
My only fret is that I'm bursting. I find it hard to keep all this happiness inside, especially with people I care dearly about- but first things first, and pecking order must be followed it seems.
Spoke with my father, he was quite shocked but I think tomorrow he will be settled in and very happy. This was a big milestone- all others are now cake and pie!!

Speaking of pecking order (and cake), I'm excited to speak with my best friend T, over an amazing Hello Cupcake, and give him the news. I can't wait to see his face =)

Life is perfect.

New Year 2010

Again and again, I find myself reminded of how lucky and blessed I truly am.

I was able to spend new years eve in Vancouver with Mr M, at a good friends 21st birthday.
I had a great time in amazing company!! Lots of pictures, lots of laughs and good memories.

Today has been eventful and a blessing- Mr M & I ventured out to finish shopping for the homestead and to have a nice lunch.

Less then 24 hours into 2010, and life is getting more interesting by the hour.
Life is wonderful, and I couldn't be happier with my life and the changes to come!
Happy New Year!!