fully upset.

Today started off great- I love spending time with my sister.. Lunch, finding a great kids movie from my childhood newly made into DVD. Life's awesome.
Like everyday, I look forward to the evening when I get to see my husband when he gets home from work.
I knew he had a "play date" with some friends to play games online, I'm cool with that- cause at least I can sit here on the couch and see him.
But lately I see less and less of him- between him spending time at the gym after work (awesome, and I fully support) , stopping off and visiting people on the way home (can I at least get a call saying where you are, please?) and last minute "lets go out for guys night" BS (WTF, Grrrr) , I'm getting less and less time with him.

Yes, I understand that I refuse to hang out with a few of your friends- I get that.
Yes, I understand that being pregnant in a bar makes no sense and I'm tired all the time.
Yes, I understand you need "your own" time- I find it healthy, go for it!

But this is getting old quick. Lack of communication is seeping in, and bad attitude is accompanying it as well.
I hate feeling like this- worse is it's not like I'm hormonal or anything... (sarcasm much?)


I'm just looking forward to things getting better in the next few weeks. It had better soon, I'm not loving this at all- You can't act like you're single just cause you want to, it doesn't work like that.