4 am & jealous.

As much as I like looking at other peoples blogs, I always feel a pang of jealously each time I see a; "mom-to-be" blog, a look at my adorable little family blog, or a I have 6 kids and going for 7! blog.

Jealous hardly describes the feeling that go on in my head and heart when I come across the writings on being so blessed.
Not to mention the heartbreak and fear each time I come across a blog on infertility.
I think every woman that wants children at some point fears that her body may not be fit for such a blessing.

So here I am at 4 am once again, praying that someday Mr. M and I will have a family of our own to blog about and make some girl jealous.